love the way you smile (:

CHANGING TOO FAST!!

Sunday, January 24, 201012:23:00 AM

Life have been okay I guess.
Been just to busy with work that i will passed out on my bed every night.
AND THE SAD THING is I WASTED OVER 40 BUCKS on cab to work!!!
I think I took cab to work almost for a week
MY MONEY!!
I'm really crying my eyes OUT!!

Anyway, the results for the JAE posting is coming out on WEDNESDAY
PANIC ATTACK!!
I really hope I CAN GET IN!!
ANYWAY, they say we will be notified by SMS!!!
SO I am waiting!! (:
I think everything is going so fast.
I cant OLEVEL results are out, getting ready for a new school
new people to meet, new friends to make
AND maybe new LONG routes to take to school!!
ps. All my school I chose are SUPER FAR!!
HAHHA

Sometimes I get really lost, I will be like...
What am I doing?
HAHAHAH
I AM WEIRD I know.
Sometimes I am really really scared to start everything
SCHOOL!!
REALLY FREAKED ME OUT!!

But I shall appreciate whatever I have now
IT is amazing

OHH!!
Today there was livegroup.
NOAH's birthday!!
We had a 'surprise' for NOAH
but didnt know he already knew about it!!
HHAAH SUPER FUNNY
I was leading worship today
I am so happy that ZAPPLES are finally starting to sing!!
It was such a nice feeling
I hope they could feel God's presence!!
I really want they to feel n know that it is not only on stage that they can worship
GOD IS EVERYWHERE.

SUNDAY SERVICE TOMORROW!!!
GOT TO SLEEP!!!
GOOD NIGHT!!

AND BEFORE I FORGET!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOAH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JETHRO!!!!
MY AWESOME GUITAR SHIFU!!!!
hahahah

Sometimes I feel so out of place,
It makes me angry n annoyed with myself
but right deep inside yes sadness.
I really want this to be the same
Things are changing so FAST!!
Is it just me? Am I the only one who feels the awkwardness? What can I say now?
What happened to us?
I missed the transparency!
I am so sorry!!
I know I cant ask you to forget it.
But we seem so far away now.

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Burning up for HIM

Monday, January 4, 201012:16:00 AM

Candles is the nicest things to see.

Anyway, school is starting for those sec schools peeps.
It's quite saddening to see them go back to the school mood.
Some of them look so sad n some still rushing for work
I am so glad I have no school tomorrow
Only HAVE WORK!!
My work is so repetitive, that it can be quite boring, then I will always try ways n means to make it fun like throwing in some dumb way.
Or maybe compete with myself to make a EVEN nicer looking cookie or sth.

Anyway, I know I have not been blogging.
Let me start from WATCH NIGHT SERVICE
It was awesome
although I was SUPER TIRED cause I work in the morning, slept for 4plus hrs only.
I was REALLY dying by the end of WORK
But I must thank God for giving me His strength to survive the whole 6 hrs till 6AM
I was really dying after tat.
I was quite lucky that I didnt get gastric, I dun think i eat anything leh

Yesterday was our first youth service of the year.
I did alot of stuff
Worship was great!
the most IMPT is the 2 ppl I wanna SAVE
This time, I am not going to let my pride stop me
cause my pride is God's
i must do his will THIS TIME

Sunday service was AWESOME too!!
The speaker is very inspirational man!!
she is like a role model!!
Cause she is a female speaker
mostly is male speaker

For this year, I dun even wanna miss one day of TAWG or prayer
EVERYDAY of the year I will do my TAWG n PRAYER
its like new year resolution!!
HAHAHA

I'm hungry!!
HAHAHA Shall go grab some ICE CREAM!!(:

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