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Allmyunspokenwords
You think it’s more than you can take, but you're stronger than you know. Don’t you give up now!
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JOLENE TAN (:
14 September

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Harborlight Church & LIVEWIRE

Nanyang Polytechnic
Molecular Biotechnology

NYP-ADC Adventure Club (:

The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him. - Psalm 28:7

The joy of the Lord is my strength.

Never let the fear of STRIKING OUT, keep you from playing the game.


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Looking at my past, makes me stronger for the future.
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CHEERS
Thursday, December 24, 20092:52:00 AM
I had been working these days
so today is the first day I use my com since CAMP!!!
HAHAHA
AWESOME!!
work is fun with friends I say!!
HAHAH
pay not alot but the ppl there are NICE!! (:

I MISS CAMP!!
After seeing all those pics,
I wish I enjoy more of it
especially the second day
my mood was bad
BUT OF COURSE I didnt show la
HAHAH

OH! And u know what
my like become hate again!!
AGAIN!!
I have no idea why It is always like that
ARGH
hope I dun repeat the same thing that happen FOUR YEARS ago!!
hahha

OH this is a SPECIAL msg to the person '-' (I roughly know who u are actually
" You really dun know how your msg means to me man!! Thank you!! although I really wanna know who u are, n I dun think you will say anyway. let me guess a GIRL. comfirm right one!! anyway, I really have no one to talk about this cause u know erm. trying to keep it. It is very tiring!! I am so glad I can pour out some nonsense out of me n someone still bothers to read it!! AWW. thanks ALOT. I really need your advice. (:"
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Subway
Monday, December 7, 200912:38:00 AM
Been working in Subway.
It was tiring OF COURSE
but the people there are SUPER nice
Being a sandwich artiste which is the one that stuff your sandwich with vegetable is my job
there are rules one kay
not as simple as you think okay!

anyway, i just came back at around 12am
SAD
bathe n here I am.
I need to pour some feelings out before I explode.
Today during service, I asked God to remove all feelings I have for him.
like everything
That whenever I look at him now
I will feel nothing, even if he talks to other girls or JUST ONE GIRL
its fine
IT IS NON OF MY BUSINESS
You two can sms all you want!
Say hi to each other exchanging the loving smiles.
invite her whenever you want to see her
help her in whatever she do
be lovey dovey FOR ALL I CARE

I have no idea why everything ended like this
I tried to like someone else to forget him
when i succeeded,
I realised that I am so CRUEL
That guy is already liked by someone else
I am like the third party
well, the silent third party.
Why do I always end up liking people who already taken by others or just LIKE someone!
ARGH!!
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MISSED IT.
Tuesday, December 1, 200912:03:00 AM
It is MONDAY today.
AND I told myself that I am so going to exercise!!
ARGH
I am finding my motivation right now
WHERE IS IT?
I CANNOT FIND IT?
Maybe it is hidden somewhere in the fats I have accumulated in my body due to the Penang trip

I flew to Penang last Friday
And I missed LIVEWIRE BIRTHDAY BASH n SUNDAY SERVICE
I feel super guilty
I really couldnt enjoy my hoildays
I ate a lot of stuff
Penang LAKSA AWESOME
Hokkien MEE, Chao Kway teow
ate from A lot of STREET STALLS
but with my strong stomach
didnt really got a bad stomach ache
I think I will post the pics i took in FACEBOOK soon
OHH
I did parasailing!!
IT IS THE COOLEST thing man
anyway,
it is when u are attached to a parachute n a boat
then u run towards the boat direction till the parachute
RUN RUN RUN till u are airborne
It is AWESOME
I was with my father's friend
It was quite at first,
but once u fly up u wont think of nothing else
I think i flew up more than 20 floors above the sea
SUPER HIGH n WINDY!!
Yeah it is sth like this without the ice mountain behind (:
ALRIGHT will let the pics explain the rest to u!!

 " The more somebody means to me, the more brutally honest I will be with that person. I see no pt in hiding the truth for fear of hurting them or whatsoever.

And because they are so close to me, they DESERVE the truth. I think that by lying to them, you’ll end up hurting them more. Friends tell friends the truth cos that’s what we’re supps to do.

Yes, the truth hurts. But I mean, if they only want to hear nice things all the time, go


ask a stranger. They will lie to you, just because they can."

I found this para in someone blog,
when I read this paragraph, it really hit my conscience
i thought of u n nothing else.
i felt the guilt
I felt the guilt for doing what i did to u
n yet u still dun know it yet
U are so close to me
U are like more than a BEST FRIEND
YET, I lied to you so many times without u realising it.
I told u to go ahead when i am after what u are after
I cant imagine what u will react when u know the truth
I KNOW U WILL HATE ME
actually, U told me that u will hate me
How can I be so cruel?
Now I wish I never started!
forgive me now my friend
cause i know once u knew what was going on,
u will hate me all your life.
PLEASE forgive me!
I hide the truth from u for so long
cause i know u will be angry
then our friendship will be ruin.
I know u deserve the truth but the truth really hurts
n I dun think I am ready to loose u as a friend.
for this secret I will never tell anyone
I will never share n reveal it to anyone
I will let nature take its course
so only if it is made to be exposed then it will be
everything else that i said to u is true except this
I want to be freak with u, but my heart cant take the pain
n i know your heart cant too.
I really dun wanna hurt u!!!
NEVER WILL I WANT TO HURT MY CLOSE FRIEND
I hope this secret will NEVER be revealled.
I am ready to keep it FOREVER.
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