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MISSED IT.

Tuesday, December 1, 200912:03:00 AM

It is MONDAY today.
AND I told myself that I am so going to exercise!!
ARGH
I am finding my motivation right now
WHERE IS IT?
I CANNOT FIND IT?
Maybe it is hidden somewhere in the fats I have accumulated in my body due to the Penang trip

I flew to Penang last Friday
And I missed LIVEWIRE BIRTHDAY BASH n SUNDAY SERVICE
I feel super guilty
I really couldnt enjoy my hoildays
I ate a lot of stuff
Penang LAKSA AWESOME
Hokkien MEE, Chao Kway teow
ate from A lot of STREET STALLS
but with my strong stomach
didnt really got a bad stomach ache
I think I will post the pics i took in FACEBOOK soon
OHH
I did parasailing!!
IT IS THE COOLEST thing man
anyway,
it is when u are attached to a parachute n a boat
then u run towards the boat direction till the parachute
RUN RUN RUN till u are airborne
It is AWESOME
I was with my father's friend
It was quite at first,
but once u fly up u wont think of nothing else
I think i flew up more than 20 floors above the sea
SUPER HIGH n WINDY!!

Yeah it is sth like this without the ice mountain behind (:
ALRIGHT will let the pics explain the rest to u!!

" The more somebody means to me, the more brutally honest I will be with that person. I see no pt in hiding the truth for fear of hurting them or whatsoever.

And because they are so close to me, they DESERVE the truth. I think that by lying to them, you’ll end up hurting them more. Friends tell friends the truth cos that’s what we’re supps to do.

Yes, the truth hurts. But I mean, if they only want to hear nice things all the time, go

ask a stranger. They will lie to you, just because they can."

I found this para in someone blog,
when I read this paragraph, it really hit my conscience
i thought of u n nothing else.
i felt the guilt
I felt the guilt for doing what i did to u
n yet u still dun know it yet
U are so close to me
U are like more than a BEST FRIEND
YET, I lied to you so many times without u realising it.
I told u to go ahead when i am after what u are after
I cant imagine what u will react when u know the truth
I KNOW U WILL HATE ME
actually, U told me that u will hate me
How can I be so cruel?
Now I wish I never started!
forgive me now my friend
cause i know once u knew what was going on,
u will hate me all your life.
PLEASE forgive me!
I hide the truth from u for so long
cause i know u will be angry
then our friendship will be ruin.
I know u deserve the truth but the truth really hurts
n I dun think I am ready to loose u as a friend.
for this secret I will never tell anyone
I will never share n reveal it to anyone
I will let nature take its course
so only if it is made to be exposed then it will be
everything else that i said to u is true except this
I want to be freak with u, but my heart cant take the pain
n i know your heart cant too.
I really dun wanna hurt u!!!
NEVER WILL I WANT TO HURT MY CLOSE FRIEND
I hope this secret will NEVER be revealled.
I am ready to keep it FOREVER.

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