love the way you smile (:

CRUSHED

Thursday, September 3, 200911:30:00 PM

thanks alot
YOU DID IT.
CONGRATULATIONS.
YOU CRUSHED ME TO TEARS
You totally crushed me.
that ♥??
Thanks.
I aiuvbnwrn you.
I really do.
Please dun appear in front of me ever again.
I dun want to see you ever again.
NEVER IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
Do you know how CRUSHED I am now?
Just look at the dirt on the ground.
That's ME.
How could I be so DUMB.
Thinking that things were ever so PERFECT.
I WASTED my TIME.
A YEAR PLUS to be EXACT
I WASTED my tears on
someone that was longed liked by someone else
Why didnt I see that ♥???
Maybe if I have seen it earlier,
I will never reach this STAGE.
It's too late.
It's too hard to turn back.
It is the END.
Thank you for changing my emotions all the time
and brightening my days sometimes
and CRUSHING me like now.
I thought I needed you.
Guess I am MUCH BETTER without you.
I should not have bothered to see it.
THANKS for spoiling my MOOD.

Pretend by Secondhand Seranade
It seems all of these words
Couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here?
What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
Making me find myself
While you have your agenda
A life to pursue

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

I'm blind to all of your colors
It used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did they go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go
And face all my fear

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

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