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This is the END

Friday, August 7, 20094:29:00 PM

This is the end of my guiding life.
I was supposed to be cheering and WOOHOO-ing.
But it seems so HARD to realise that I just graduated from GIRL GUIDES.
I cannot believe.
i could still remember my sec one LIFE.
It was just TERRIBLE.
i could still remember some of my seniors calling me to go for a MAKEOVER
HAHHA
I was SHY and PATHETIC.

Sec two LIFE was RELAXED and EASY.
i was still not in any POSITION, so everything is PRESSURE-LESS.
AND I so LOVE it.

SEC THREE was the year that I start to take up some leadership positions
I remembered I was a patrol second.
I was not very sure of my abilities and was not STRONG in my leading at ALL.
I was very afraid to make mistakes and getting SCOLDED.
But as LIFE GOES ON,
I got sure to the PRESSURE.
Then I start to realise that only when MISTAKES are made then I start to LEARN.
I LIKED the FALL DOWN get up and start AGAIN motto.

Yes I must say I AM VERY BLUR.
even my juniors say that.
IMAGE getting a BLUR patrol leader.
But I am only BLUR for certain stuff OKAY?
NOT EVERYTHING.

But as I go on to sec two and three,
I became a SENIOR myself.
HAHAHAH
NOT AS FIERCE i think.
You see, in a uniform group CCA.
Things are very different.
the leaders are in charge of most of the meetings.
And we are responsible for everything that goes RIGHT and WRONG in the meeting.
WHICH is SCARY!!
We have to plan everything and report what we are doing to the teachers in charge.
The GOOD thing is that for guides,
EVERY MEETING is totally different
WE usually only do ONE activity ONCE a year.
HAAH COOL rite?

I am very sure I will miss GUIDES alot.
It has really changed me to what I am now.
i was not so CRAZY and open when I was YOUNGER
i was much quieter.
Guides also train me to exercise teamwork and leadership when necessary.
Guides taught me SKILLS that I will never get some any other CCA
it exposed me to things many will never EXPERIENCE in their entire LIVES.
Guides INDEED change me to be a MUCH STRONGER PERSON.

i really Love my PATROL FLOWERPECKER!!!
they are really AWESOME
FLOWERPECKER
JOLENE PL
RANIE PANG PS
ANNABEL
SHAMA
VERNETTA
LYNETTE
HUIPING
AGNES
CASSANDRA
VANESSA

FLOWERPECKER-ERS
I will LOVE you GUYS
I really MISS You ALL!!
THE camps we suffered together.
the times when I get angry and SCOLD you ALL
and the times when we CRY and LAUGH together
we really did Alot TOGETHER
it is really COUNTLESS.
I will never forget going SHAMA's house for camp preparation OR ALL OF US cooking a meal together!
We really went through THICK and THIN together
i will definitely not exchange those experiences WITH ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD
It was my privilege being your PATROL LEADER.
I really ENJOYED myself.
I am so happy that I see ALL of you so UNITED together
I will keep all those memories DEEP in my heart
You all cannot FORGET ME okay??
I WILL COME BACK TO FIND U ALL IN CAMP!!
PROMISE!! (:

SAC GUIDES and FLOWERPECKER 2008-9 will be in HEART FOREVER!! (:

ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE.

I will upload all the PICS I have taken on FACEBOOK and here.
SOON!
I PROMISE (:

I got tuition to rush to.
SO BYE (:

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