love the way you smile (:

ORALS

Wednesday, August 26, 200912:15:00 AM

Orals were today.
I think or I shall say I hope I did OKAY.
I said some errors in my reading.
But should be okay.

For picture discussion,
I tried to say EVERYTHING
REALLY EVERYTHING!!
Hope it is OKAY!!!

I TALKED NON-STOP for conversation.
At first, I mistook the mistake.
Cannot hear properly.
BUT later, it's ALRIGHT.
I still remember myself saying the ten fingers prayer:
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!!
AMEN

So I have TRIED MY BEST-EST BEST.
I shall LEAVE the rest to GOD to DECIDE!!
(:

I hope more people come for WWE!!
now there is around 70 ppl.
As I typed the namelist for WWE.
I wish all those who suddenly cannot make it for WWE.
Suddenly can MAKE IT again.

I know God have the ability to change things.
I believe He will change the fate of those not coming.

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Sadness

Saturday, August 22, 20091:31:00 PM

I must admit, I dun really know you.
But why?
Why must you do what you did?
What happened?
I didn't expect you.
I was speechless.
I really cannot imagine how you got such a courage to take that step.
I really want to know why?
God told me that You suffered too much here,
so He brought you back.
Is it true?
I wish I knew.
I remembered you, I remembered you calling me "Joann's sister."
That was 4 years ago.
You could not remember my name.
But I remembered yours.
I remembered you being one of the nicest SEC 4s around.
Thank you for being nice to a NERDY-LOOKING sec one girl
I was back then
I thought all sec fours dislike sec ones.
But u were nice.
I hope you found your joy up there.
I hope you found your home, where you can rest.
Rest in peace Nicole.
You will not be forgotten here.

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GRADUATING (:

Tuesday, August 18, 20092:54:00 PM

I am back.
This week is SUPER busy.
And our class been going CRAZY!!
We have been doing this CRAZY GAME.
It is the dumbest game ever.
I dun even know the name of it.

Anyway,
Teacher's DAY coming.
We are like trying to take photos with every teacher we have.
HAHAHA
It was so FUN.
but squeezing to fit in the camera
IS THE SCARIEST thing
It was so HOT.
I was like sweating in the huge CROWD.
hahaah

OH
my GRADUATION DAY is coming
It is on 26 SEPTEMBER!!
I really cant WAIT!!
HAHAHHA
But it is on a SATURDAY.
So I dun think can rushto CHURCH on time.
HAHAHA

GOT to GO! (:
BYE (:(:
BUT nevermind I will enjoy that DAY!! (:

I am not sure why myself.
Maybe it is the end I always wanted.
I wish it was easier.
Easier for me and
for everyone else suffering the same ANNOYING disease.
ANTICIPATION.

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STONE.

Friday, August 14, 200910:36:00 PM

I wish I knew what to do.
I wish it will happen again.
I just want it to happen again.
I dun wish for anything now.

Tuition just ended.
MAN I feel like sleeping now.
There is church tomorrow.
I cant WAIT!!
TOMORROW is the REVEAL of the video.
I cannot wait!!
I am pretty sure I will have ALOT of unglam!!!
That's BAD!!
hahahah.
OKAY.
I shall just rest NOW!! (:
GOOD NIGHT!! (:

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UNEXPECTED SURPRISE

Saturday, August 8, 200910:43:00 PM

A UNEXPECTED SURPRISE happened today.
I cannot elaborate.HERE.
because I just CANNOT.

ANYWAY,
I went to MEGAN's and HEATHER's HOUSE
It was NICE.
It was three stories TALL.
So I kept on climbing up and DOWN.
It was GOOD exercise!!
HAHAHAH
The staircase there was so dark that I was afraid I may trip and ROLL DOWN!!
HAHA

Today was the first time I tried GUITAR HERO.
It was OKAY.
FUN but HARD.
I am so glad I learn acoustic guitar and not ELECTRIC!!!
I nearly died.
I prefer SINGING.
SADLY.
Although It was not really in tune cause i dun even know most of the songs I am singing.
But I cant play DRUMS either.
could not figure out the PLACES to hit.
HHAHAHAH
Megan and Lydia said they were enjoying themselves laughing at me.
cause I look DUMB when playing.
ESPECIALLY when I miss the notes and EVERYTHING.

HAHAHA
We were supposed to discuss about this month's HIGH TOUCH EVENT.
WACKY WAR EXTREME (WWE)
We were to plan some publicity thing.

I also want to wish TRACY ALL THE BEST!!
I really have to thank her ALOT,cause she is the one who helped me accepted Christ.
Without her, I think i will still be a FREE THINKER that will never feel God's LOVE.
THANK YOU TRACY!!!
I WILL MISS YOU, TRACY!!
i hope she comes back to our church to visit us!! (:

tomorrow got CHURCH.
I am so excited since there was no youth TODAY.
I am SO COMING.
i dun care whether CAN or NOT,
I am JUST COMING.
HAHHA
opps.
Anyway there is no school on MONDAY, so I dun think it's wrong RIGHT?
HAHHA

okay,
I gottuition tomorrow late morning, so I better rush through my TUITION HW.
I dun think I have time to do it TOMORROW.
HAHAHA

BYE!! (:

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This is the END

Friday, August 7, 20094:29:00 PM

This is the end of my guiding life.
I was supposed to be cheering and WOOHOO-ing.
But it seems so HARD to realise that I just graduated from GIRL GUIDES.
I cannot believe.
i could still remember my sec one LIFE.
It was just TERRIBLE.
i could still remember some of my seniors calling me to go for a MAKEOVER
HAHHA
I was SHY and PATHETIC.

Sec two LIFE was RELAXED and EASY.
i was still not in any POSITION, so everything is PRESSURE-LESS.
AND I so LOVE it.

SEC THREE was the year that I start to take up some leadership positions
I remembered I was a patrol second.
I was not very sure of my abilities and was not STRONG in my leading at ALL.
I was very afraid to make mistakes and getting SCOLDED.
But as LIFE GOES ON,
I got sure to the PRESSURE.
Then I start to realise that only when MISTAKES are made then I start to LEARN.
I LIKED the FALL DOWN get up and start AGAIN motto.

Yes I must say I AM VERY BLUR.
even my juniors say that.
IMAGE getting a BLUR patrol leader.
But I am only BLUR for certain stuff OKAY?
NOT EVERYTHING.

But as I go on to sec two and three,
I became a SENIOR myself.
HAHAHAH
NOT AS FIERCE i think.
You see, in a uniform group CCA.
Things are very different.
the leaders are in charge of most of the meetings.
And we are responsible for everything that goes RIGHT and WRONG in the meeting.
WHICH is SCARY!!
We have to plan everything and report what we are doing to the teachers in charge.
The GOOD thing is that for guides,
EVERY MEETING is totally different
WE usually only do ONE activity ONCE a year.
HAAH COOL rite?

I am very sure I will miss GUIDES alot.
It has really changed me to what I am now.
i was not so CRAZY and open when I was YOUNGER
i was much quieter.
Guides also train me to exercise teamwork and leadership when necessary.
Guides taught me SKILLS that I will never get some any other CCA
it exposed me to things many will never EXPERIENCE in their entire LIVES.
Guides INDEED change me to be a MUCH STRONGER PERSON.

i really Love my PATROL FLOWERPECKER!!!
they are really AWESOME
FLOWERPECKER
JOLENE PL
RANIE PANG PS
ANNABEL
SHAMA
VERNETTA
LYNETTE
HUIPING
AGNES
CASSANDRA
VANESSA

FLOWERPECKER-ERS
I will LOVE you GUYS
I really MISS You ALL!!
THE camps we suffered together.
the times when I get angry and SCOLD you ALL
and the times when we CRY and LAUGH together
we really did Alot TOGETHER
it is really COUNTLESS.
I will never forget going SHAMA's house for camp preparation OR ALL OF US cooking a meal together!
We really went through THICK and THIN together
i will definitely not exchange those experiences WITH ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD
It was my privilege being your PATROL LEADER.
I really ENJOYED myself.
I am so happy that I see ALL of you so UNITED together
I will keep all those memories DEEP in my heart
You all cannot FORGET ME okay??
I WILL COME BACK TO FIND U ALL IN CAMP!!
PROMISE!! (:

SAC GUIDES and FLOWERPECKER 2008-9 will be in HEART FOREVER!! (:

ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE.

I will upload all the PICS I have taken on FACEBOOK and here.
SOON!
I PROMISE (:

I got tuition to rush to.
SO BYE (:

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i am BACK

Wednesday, August 5, 20095:57:00 PM

AWESOME.
I am back FINALLY.
I am so glad my sister told me this code that i can use to get back to the normal blog PAGE.
SO here I am!!
I have my LAST PAPER tomorrow, but as u can see,
I am not really studying for it.
I guess I am just too LAZY.
Maybe I shall just read through my notes.
It is just MCQ.
So I am gonna RELAX for now.

I really dun know where to start?
I have not been blogging for the longest time.
OH YES.
I fell sick again and it was in the midst of my exams.
I kept on not admitting that I have fever, because I did not want to go see doctor.
I really think I am weird.
SO I MUST SAY I DID SURVIVED!!!
I had like headache, runny nose, sore throat, body ache and a bad cough
But i survived GEOGRAPHY, AMATH and some other subject with my TERRIBLE FLU.
HAHAHAH
But i know I will not do well, cause I was doing all my papers in a SEMI-CONSCIOUS condition.
HHAHHA
which make me conclude that my IMMUNITY is super LOW this year.
I have been falling ill like so many times.
And that is very rare in the past few years.
SO I must start building my IMMUNITY AGAIN!!
I have no IDEA how?
MAYBE must eat healthier, as I just realised I was eating chocolate everyday ONCE.
THAT is BAD.

HMM.
I really CANNOT remember what i wanted to BLOG about!!
I HAVE A BAD MEMORY.

OHH.
Today was my BIOLOGY PAPER.
I totally MESSED IT UP.
I could not remember ANYTHING, especially the essay part.
I totally forgot what oestrogen and progesterone do after fertilisation
AND
HAHAHAH
I forgot how to spell neurone!!
So i think both my answers will be WRONG.
i spelled it as nenrone.
LIKE WHAT IS THAT WORD RITE??
i thought of fitting a N, O ,I
but never throught of a U!!!
ARGH
Cannot believe I am so DUMB!!!

OKAY.
GOT TO GO.
I gave tuition LATER!!
BYE (:

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