Why?
Thursday, April 30, 200910:33:00 PM
Stay by me. I need you. I am falling. I need your loving arms to cushion my fall. I will accept everything with FAITH.
If you want to go on fighting Please dun! I beg you. I dun want to hear screaming!! I dun like cold wars. Why cant u two just talk? Why cant u two just forgive and forget. 21 years old marks the breaking of a family. then I dun want to be 21 years old I want to stay below that i dun wan to be financial stable. Please. give me the peace at home then i wont need to dread going home dread always being stuck in the middle always have to find a place to study excluding home i cant solve the problem PLEASE!! STOP IT!! stop making me feel like a USELESS being that can only sob in the corner of the room when i hear the conflicts happening. Please make it STOP!! I want to go back to the past i want the happy days back!! give them back to me! WHY? I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND!!! CONFLICTS?? WHY DO U EXIST?
It is EASY to say GOODBYE! i am going to LET GO. But one thing I know I am not the only for you, but you are the only one for me. Please dun let me see your face. I will forget about letting go again like i always do. I MUST LET THINGS GO THE WAY I LEFT IT!
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