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In love with SUNSETS

Monday, March 9, 20096:23:00 PM

Well, this is the last week
before the March Holidays. But seriously, there is no EXCITEMENT in my nerves.
I am feeling NOTHING.
My parents going MALAYSIA without me.
HAHAHA
Not like I am interested to go anyway.
HAHAHAHA
Saturday is always AWESOME
but last sat is only OKAY.
I cannot mix both feelings in
I think that is not FAIR
So I can only say I only came in at
like 6.45 or 50
So I practically MISSED everything.
I came in and they like already ended.
So I just try to fit like I can.

We had our dinner at the HAWKER CENTRE.
We are far too POOR
I guess.
HAHAHAHAHA.
There were very little BEDOK people that day.
I think most of them having meeting
so only 4 of us went home.
AND we were also EARLY.
NOT VERY AWESOME.

Sunday.
... ... ... ... ...
woke up very LATE.
Been waking up early for ALOT of days
So wanted to rest a bit.
My nose was STUCK.
CRAP.
I hate to sleep with stuck NOSE.
I dun even think I was sleeping.

Today.
I was quite energised.
I didn't dare to sleep.
OHH YA.
Must print my plan out later.
OHH.
got HW to do.
HAHAHAH
BIO and EMATH
SADNESS.

Wednesday have Chinese Orals!!
NOT LOVING IT!!
HAHHAHAHAH
But thursday and friday is LMS day!!
AWESOME.
CAN stay at HOME
and have school ONLINE!!
HAHAHAHA
BUT I think there will be TONS of hw!!
NVM!!
At least can wake up LATE!
GOOD ENOUGH!!
HAHHHH (:

Here are some UGLY and RETARTED photo,
we took

I really wonder what LIPING was doing?

Me and YOGES PLAYING

OUR BREAK TIME!!
I look DISGUSTED!!!
OH MAN!! :(

I think SQUASH is a GOOD exercise!!
Cause at the end of the DAY.
OUR back is more pain than our LEGS
We just kept on picking up BALLS
but in the end, can at least play abit!!
AWESOME! (:(:

LIPING looks SCARY!! HAHAH

I look like I am GOING TO FIGHT!!!

I am too UGLY!!
so I need to hide behind the RACKET!!

WE were REALLY HUNGRY!! HAHAHA (:

Joy RUSHED back to appear in this shot.

ME!! I look so PRO!! HAHA

YOGES STONING!! HAAHA (:

OKAY!!
JOY and LIPING just TOOK my phone to take this SHOT!!
NO WONDER SO BLUR!!
HAHAHAH!!

I could sense that something was MISSING.
I searched the place wishing for traces of you. I found nothing. It was then I realised. you already vanish from my memories.
I really wanted to SMILE and pretend.
It is getting easier to pretend and
hide my feelings NOW OF DAYS.

But I know that some things is
NEVER GOING TO CHANGE.
I comfort MYSELF.
I told myself, let this be the last.
Let this be the last time
I hold you back.
The next time I will let go.
or I must let go.
I must end it.
I have to.

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