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Cheerfulness

Tuesday, February 3, 20093:56:00 PM

Cheerfulness is what I desire!!
I want to get back to what I am before
I am going to try that AGAIN.
BACK when everything is EASIER to understand.

Friday is my ORIENTATION CAMP!!
till saturday!!
SURELY going to go NUTS!!
HAHAHAHA
But I know its going to be FUN!!!
YAY!!
Valentine's Day is coming!!
YES!!!
CANT wait!!
although I know I am not going to get much gifts
hahahahaahahaah
STILL think of what to GIVE!!
hahahaahah
AND that Saturday is the ONLY SAT!!
I can STAY for church like the WHOLE TIME!!
not rushing for TUITION!!
hahahahaha
YES!!!
Dress with HEELS!!
AWESOME!!
Heard the GUYS are to wear BLOUSES!!
HAHAHHAH
Interesting!!!
HAHAHA
I sometimes wonder when I will go nuts and to tell u the TRUTH!
I cant wait for that to HAPPEN.
wonder what is your reaction.
I know when I will do it.
I already decided on a date due to all that.

THE REAL ME by Natalie Grant
Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache,will this glass house break?
How much will they take before I'm empty
Do I let it show,does anybody know

Chorus:
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin,broken from within
Unveil completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause you see the real me

Painted on,life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a charade,always on parade
What a mess I've made of my exsistence
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow

Chorus

Wonderful,beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me

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