JOLENE TAN (:
14 September
Christian
Harborlight Church & LIVEWIRE
Nanyang Polytechnic
Molecular Biotechnology
NYP-ADC Adventure Club (:
The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him.
- Psalm 28:7
The joy of the Lord is my strength.
Never let the fear of STRIKING OUT, keep you from playing the game.
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Jealousy.
Thursday, January 15, 20093:25:00 PM
 I am JEALOUS!WOW!! It's terrible. everything i see reminds me of IT!! But I cant stop it!!! I think it will get worst!! NOT GOOD! every time I look at them I will feel so IGNORED Why ain't I in it? WHY? I dun want to be left out I dun want to be left behind I dun want to be left alone I cant do things alone PLEASE. I am already left behind for many things dun make it worst for me I know every one wants me to hold one succeed and not give up!! I want to!! I just want to go like any other person I just want to worship and praise why is all this so different for me? why cant I be like the others so free in choosing what they want I dun want anything else I just want one thing Make me normal please make me normal i dun wan to be different i want to be free every thing, every person reminds me of what I hate it makes me dislike myself my life I dun want to do that who does? Yes. I still believe that one day they will be saved but at the same time I want to just be the same be normal do wat others do feel wat others feel dun just leave me there i dun want to wait so long i belong here please bring me along i know i didn't get to go for it but please give me other options just bring me along dun just dump me there to rot please I dun wan to WAIT! I want to be like other person take watever they take do watever they do even if I am not there half the time make me normal I dun want to MISS any single bit of anything I know I am not suppose to compare but still!! I just dun want to miss anything!!! I will try my best to make it!! OKAY!!! Let me blog about yesterday first! SCHOOL as usual.... then went to meet EZZAH to go for GUIDES CCA AUDITION!! We were allowed to just peek in and ask some QUESTIONS YEAH!! FUN!! but very tired went for tuition super sleepy!! almost sleep or i think i did sleep! hahaha TODAY is the most tiring day of the WEEK!! cause have six subjects and they drives me NUTS!! hahahaha SUPER TIRED!! TO add on to whatever I have!!!! my nose is running for Olympics and my throat is a construction worker specialized in sawing CRAP! i want to sleep!! where's my ZZZZZ monster? hhaha |
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