I wish we were alone.
Saturday, December 6, 20086:09:00 PM
HEY HEY!! TODAY was my PRE-CHURCH camp GAMES!! hahahhahh IT ROCKS!!! I wish I could stay that happy! haha I changed OUR GROUPS!! I am WITH JOVINA!! YAY!!!! hahahaahahaaha The sad thing was that we have only 4 GIRLS!! HOW can like that?? hahahahhaah BUT STILL!! The games were GREAT!!!! I ENJOYED IT LIKE CRAZY! hahaahahaah HAD Macs for lunch hahaha YUM! DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER FRIES COKE is the BEST COMBINATION!! hahaahaha Then until around 2-3plus Went HOME with JOY, YOGES and LIPING!! Went back to school to PUT FORM AND JOY, YOGES and LIPING went to CITY HALL to buy stuff for the CAMP!! And I WENT home to FIX MYSELF! I dun think it works It still hurts.. VERY BADLY.. OH by the WAY!! LIPING is BACK from MALAYSIA!!! YAY!!! Finally!! I MISS HER like CRAZY!
Hearing the difference was a terrible feeling It makes me feel retarted still thinking that I can speak to you now I guess I was dreaming And it became worst when u do not even exist I could not even look at you with a hint in my eyes It made me feel worst Even when you walk past, I could feel my nervous-ness But I just cannot think? I just cannot speak? WHY CANNOT I SPEAK? WHY I AM SO SILENT WHENEVER YOU ARE AROUND!! I CANNOT BE LIKE THIS!! I can only see you at the side of my eyes WHY must I hide it? I could just melt. I wished I melted. I wished they knew. I wish I dun have to hide. I wish everything can happen like my dreams So PERFECT!! How I wish.
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