JOLENE TAN (:
14 September
Christian
Harborlight Church & LIVEWIRE
Nanyang Polytechnic
Molecular Biotechnology
NYP-ADC Adventure Club (:
The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him.
- Psalm 28:7
The joy of the Lord is my strength.
Never let the fear of STRIKING OUT, keep you from playing the game.
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I GIVE UP!!!
Wednesday, December 31, 200811:52:00 AM
 Yesterday!!!Met RACHEL, AVELINE, JOY, YOGES at Bugis to BUY clothes for AVELINE!! hahahhaah We walked around and FINALLY BOUGHT a nice SHIRT and also a NECKLACE more like a chain from DIVA It was REAL NICE!!! I heard AMANDA saying that that shirt and necklace is so JOLENE!! LIKE of course! hahahahah I must make sure I see AVELINE wearing that SHIRT!!! I MUST!! hahahahha then after that AVELINE and RACHEL needed to go POPULAR And RACHEL wanted to TREAT us GELARE so we wanted to go HOUGANG cause have both Popular and Gelare. But in the END! SMART RACHEL thought of something ELSE We went PS to eat Gelare then go PARKWAY Popular!! hahaahaha so we rushed there and YEAH!! this are the PHOTOS we TOOK!! (: U know why the FIRST FEW photos I am not in IT!! CAUSE POOR JOLENE was ORDERING the FOOD! AND they just slack and take PHOTO!!?? I had to WALK like 3 rounds back to the TABLE cause some flavours not there and dunno whether they WANTED sauce!! VERY TIRING lor!! walk here walk there!! BUT for the WAFFLE! ITs worth it!! JUST exercising BEFORE eating!! hahahhah I MUST THANK RACHEL FOR THE TREAT!!! THANK YOU RACHEL!! LOVE YOU!! THE WAFFLES WERE GOOD!! (:(:  JOY and YOGES!! JOY's PINK PANTHER!! AVELINE and RACHEL. They love posing with their BOTTLES??hahhaahah  GROUP PHOTO!! finally back from ordering!! (:  It's annoying when u are the camera manYour face will always be CUT into HALF!!   READY TO EAT!! my stomach was REALLY growling!! hahah The FOOD!! WAFFLE with ICE-CREAM!! YUM!! Just WITHIN seconds!!THERE are gone!! SERIOUSLY, we eat like REAL FAST!! maybe because we SHORT of time too!! hahahaha  TOILET SHOT!  CAME back home!AND then went to AMANDA's house to watch HSM 2 hahahahah it was QUITE late by the time I came back! AROUND 11 hahahha continue my ESSAYS!! and I was so REFLECTING.. maybe giving up is the BEST way!! then I will concentrate in my STUDIES! and maybe save myself from some HEARTBREAK and TEARS I am really TIRED! i could be happy!! i should be happy!! i dun even know how to help myself i just feel like crying my brains out so that I will not think so MUCH i am tired of believing i always thought that if i keep believing everything will be okay everything i thought will happen if I believe is not happening All those memories must VANISH They must! It's VERY hard to let go!!! my brain doesn't want to but my heart cannot take another fall NEXT YEAR!! I must work HARD!! No MATTER how HARD it is!! I must end THIS PROBLEM before 2008 I MUST CONCENTRATE!!! NOTHING's going to STOP ME!! I must BRAIN WASH myself! DEEP DOWN I know I dun want 2009 to START!! But everything happen for a REASON!! There is nothing to look FORWARD to!! BUT I know I have think POSITIVE!! I must not be SAD over the PROBLEMS I must give it to GOD!! and think POSITIVE!!! Remember : LOOK UP WAIT UP RISE UP (: So to encourage MYSELF I wrote LOTS of ENCOURAGING NOTES and paste them EVERYWHERE at my DESK and BED! I shall show u CONCRETE evidence(:  MY DESK!! YES!! I know!!IT is MESSY!! (:(:  MY BED!! (:  HAHAHAAH!!EVERYWHERE I go!! I will bring these ENCOURAGEMENT everywhere too!! hahahahaahah GOT TO do my ESSAYS!! I can finally SMILE! Cause God is holding MY PROBLEMS NOT me!! YAY!! (:(:(:(:(: |
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