I dunno why I am so depressed!!
I dunno why I always spend most of my time trying to forget my likes
then liking them!!
I always tell myself to not like
cause of mostly!
STUPID REASONS!!
WHY?
I am so tired of forgetting.
Maybe next time I will forget more then I have to!

There was GUIDES TRAINING!
I am so TIRED!
I slept at 1am last night.
and WOKE up at 6am??
WOW!
I felt so SICK!
I had RUNNING NOSE!
and it is running so fast like some F1 RACER speed!
haha
I was so WEAK.
and tired.
But still...
Life goes ON!
Guides goes ON!
I had to teach my juniors how to PITCH the eight men TENT!
They are NICE!!
at least they LISTENED!
hahahahaha
So we completed it pretty FAST!!
and it is SUPER STRAIGHT!!
ahh!
LOVE IT!
sorry.
Guides are always AMAZED with weird stuff like tents and tree branches??!
hahaha(:

AFTER guides
went back home!
then WENT OUT to meet JOY!
to go library to return BOOKS(:
those BOOKS on health care and nursing(:
And I BORROW more!!
JOY too!!
She borrowed some CHILDREN COW's always MOOOO! book??
I was reading it in the BUS home.
I felt like a todddler in a teen's body!!
The WHOLE BOOK IS SO LAME!!
it always say!
MOOOOOOOOOOO!!
haha
Saw ZHI TING at MACs!!(:

Tomorrow is MY ONLY REST DAY from guides!
I have GUIDES CCA on WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY, FRIDAY and SATURDAY!
It is going to eat into my CHURCH!!
But I am so LEAVING EARLIER
hahaha
like 5pm!!
I need to figure how to go church?
I feel so tired and sick again!

My parents are GOING HOLIDAY tomorrow!!
I also want to GO!

After talking to this always discriminated junior,
I feel that she is so not like the WAY others think and say about her!!
She is NICE, sweet and will like LISTEN?
So why the others say LOTS of bad things about her?
hahahhaha
Sometimes treating everyone fairly is the best way to see their REAL self!
I really won't mind having her in my PATROL!
hahahahah(:
Got to let my BODY recover!
nites(:
God,
thank you for helping me love my neighbour(:
and thank you for planning my tuition on another date
so I can go for Prayer on this wednesday!!
thank you!
Amen.