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My PAST is talking to me!!
Monday, November 24, 20081:01:00 AM
Just now just finished my TAWG!!
And since I have extra TIME!! 11.30!! not a lot of time actually! I on my laptop again!!?? hahahahahahahhaa Because I wanted to read about some crap! Then I was looking at her BLOG and I found it interesting!! So I went back to SEE my BLOG!! From the start!! I realised my ENGLISH improved!!! now there is lesser LA LOR MEH AH! hahahahaha so funny! When reading, I really feel like going back to the PAST!! about that incident with that PRIMARY SIX CRUSH of mine!!! that I have finally forgotten! haha I also realised I was so CHEERFUL and HAPPY!! AFTER KNOWING GOD!! everything changed!! i remember one time at CHURCH! I asked God to heal all my pain of my LOVE CRUSHES!! And then I knew I was actually so upset that I went into DEPRESSION over a GUY!??! IMPOSSIBLE!!! God HEALED my depression!!! HOORAY!! then slowly from nov!! I realised!! I grew SAD again! why?? OVER GUYS!! WHY oh WHY?? always like that?? so I TOLD MYSELF!! I must be that INNOCENTLY HAPPY AND CHEERFUL OVER EVERYTHING JOLENE!! not the SAD and depressed OVER DUMB GUYS JOLENE!! I am going to put HIM behind me!!! I be MYSELF!! BE CHEERFUL AGAIN!!! AND HAVE MY NO CRUSH CAMPAIGN STANDING again!! I am going to go CRAZY!! I know that NOTHING or NO ONE is GOING to bring me back to SADNESS!! I RULE!! SMILE SMILE SMILE!!! BE MYSELF jolene!! BE the HAPPY jolene!! hahahaha lol I feel so HAPPY!! everytime I feel SAD!! I am so GOING to look back at MY HAPPY DAYS!! and I know that HAPPINESS is much better than sadness hahahaha WHY SHOULD I BE SAD WHEN I CAN BE HAPPY!! and sometimes being myself will give me SO MUCH MORE benefits!! hahahahaahahah I am so GLAD I WOKE UP from sadness!! yay-ness!! MY ADVICES to those who are SAD!! DUN be!! LOOK AT your HAPPY DAYS!! and u will know that it is STUPID to be SAD!! SMILE everyone!! CHEESE!!! (: It is ONE AM!! and I am still here!? OH NO!! I have to meet JOY early tomorrow!! NITE-ties!! (: hahha! I guess my BLOGSKIN does not make sense ANYMORE!! I have to CHANGE IT man!! this is a very sudden though to change blogskin! random JOLENE maybe not thinking RIGHT!! wat to do! it is 1 am? hahahahahaa (: |
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