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JOLENE TAN (:
14 September

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Harborlight Church & LIVEWIRE

Nanyang Polytechnic
Molecular Biotechnology

NYP-ADC Adventure Club (:

The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him. - Psalm 28:7

The joy of the Lord is my strength.

Never let the fear of STRIKING OUT, keep you from playing the game.


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CAJS RUSH!!
Thursday, June 26, 20084:06:00 PM
I am so TIRED of rushing for CAJs!!!!
I still have like 6 CAJS!!!
AHH!!!!!!!!
it is by tomorrow!!!!
oh my!!!
OKAY!!
I will tell u more tomorrow!!!

BYE!!!

JOLENE (:
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First DAY of school!!
Tuesday, June 24, 20082:19:00 PM
Yesterday!!
Was the FIRST DAY of school!!
I am so SAD!!
Okay!!
I did not even bring ANY books to school!!
hahahaahaha
But they never SCOLD!!
LOVE IT!!
hahahahaha
It is the only TIME u can do that!!
hahaha

OH!!
I took my HEIGHT and WEIGHT
I am still 157cm!
ANNOYING la?!!!
I never grow at ALL!!
I want to GROW somemore!!
I must be 163cm!!!!
START JUMPING!!
100 A DAY!!!
Today start!!!!!!

AFTER SCHOOL!!
I went with SAM to AIRPORT!!
Cause she teaching me AMATH
the parts that I miss!!
Because of my NE COURSE!!
It is ALOT to learn lor!!
I felt like DYING!!
We also went to eat at BURGER KING!
ONION RINGS!!
SUNDAE PIE!!
YUM!!

We were so lost like!!!
We even have to USE a map!!
And even with a MAP!!
We still lost!!
hhahahaha
SUDDENLY
I wanted to eat GUMMIE SWEET!!
SO we went to FAIRPRICE at the basement!!
GUMMIES for $1.12
CHEAP!!
I did not know that is CHEAP!!
UNTIL my sis told me!!
hahahaah
Also bought Twister's Chipster
SOUR CREAM & ONION!!
YUMMY!!
They went to the VIEWING HALL to eat!!!!
hahaha
super nice!!
hahhahs
Then at around 6 plus then leave the PLACE!!
hahahaha
REACH HOME at 7 plus!!

MUMMY bad mood??
sigh!!!
scold scold!!
I just come back la
also get scolded??
ANYWAY
This are the pictures we took :)
The GIANT SNACKS!!!! YUMMY!
AT the VIEWING HALL! SNACKING!! :)

Today!
We have LOTS of stuffs!!
MANY lesson already started!!
STRESS!!
I got LOTS of AMATH work to do!!!!!
I am going to DIE!
PLus, SS CAJ and GG CAJ!!!
OVER 10 essays to do for each SUBJECT la!!!!!
AHHH!!!
SS CAJ by FRIDAY!!!!!
I think!
hahaaha
13 essays in total!!!
how how????
okay!!
GOING TO DO MY AMATHS!!
BYE

JOLENE :)
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JUNE holidays are gone for GOOD!!
Sunday, June 22, 20085:10:00 PM
OH NO!!
Holidays are GONE for good!!
It is the end of it!!
Today is the LAST DAY of my DEAREST june holidays!!
SHIT!!

OKay!!
This is the pictures we TOOK during the NE course!
ENJOY!! SOME IS VERY LAME!!OKay! That is ME!! I look like I am FLYING!! hahaha
ME jumping! I look like a MONKEY!! AHH!
YAN NING jumping!!! I am behind!! I cannot even jump that NICE!! haha
JERMS jumping!! ME the camera man missed her face!! OH NOO!
OUR GAME BOARD!! ROCKS!!
okay!! THAT LOOKS THE SAME! But it is from the other group
We saw this little girl! She is a American Born Chinese!!
She very shy la!! BUT very CUTE!! I love CHILDREN!!
This is a stupid picture!! It is our after effect after we jump!!!! (:

LITTLE GEORGE is mine!!
WE did not want to take little george!
IN the course ROOM!! VERY COLD!!
OUR MAKAN AREA!! YUM YUM!
AS u can see SHARMAINE enjoying her PEANUT BUTTER WAFFLE!!
At Singapore Discovery centre's toilet!!
We love the MIRRORS!!
OUTSIDE our course room!! (:
CANDID!! I look RETARTED!!
We are going HIGH! only JERMS going LOW!! hahah
OKay!! hahaha
that is ALL!!
School starts tomorrow!!
SO I am going to prepare myself!!
BYE BYE!!

JOLENE (:
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BUSY DAY
Saturday, June 21, 200810:51:00 PM
Today is a very the BUSY DAY!!!
I had to wake up at 5.45pm!!!
then REACHED there at 7.15am la
BISHAN STADIUM
when i stay at bedok!!
So I must thank JASMINE TOH's
DADDY!!
For fetching us all the way there!
THANKS!!

Then we just walk!!
walk!!
And I saw REGINA and LYNETTE!!
From zhonghua!!
I miss them man!!!
ohh!!

then we finish the WALKATHON
and went JUNCTION 8 for COH!
We wanted MACs
but no SPACE
so CAFE CARTEL!!
YUM YUM
no cheap ahh!!

i shared with JASMINE
the food that cost me close to 10 bucks
which is already quite cheap for sharing
but for me
it is ALOT!!
Like HALF of wat I have!!
hahaah

then there goes 4hours
dicussing in progress........
.........
.........

Then we talked about a lot of STUFF!!
and it ended!!
MET JANICE and JASMINE
and the rest
who waited patiently for US!!
how grand!!
hahahahahahahahaah
then we took MRT
also YAN NING
hahahaha
I take to Paya Lebar
then AGNES and AUDREY
so kind help me bring my clothes back home!!
CAUSE too heavy!!
then i need to buy shoes!
then I change and realised I never bring BELT!!!
hahahaha
never mind... ...
then I took bus 135
and reached PARKWAY PARADE!!
then I walked to ROXY SQUARE and to ALMANDA's house
to take the ten dollars she own me!!
haahahahaah
that LUCKY money!!!
MANDA took SUPER long to come down!!!
then I had to walk all the way back to the bus-stop to meet JOY!!
the weather was so HOT!!
i was like melting like an ICE-CUBE!!
I was like DIZZY and felt like VOMITTING!!
until i went into air-con place
then I felt better!!

Then JOY and I could be EARLY
then JOY wanted to wait for the REST
so we came at 5pm instead of 4.30pm
I just hate to be LATE!!
JOY seems to ENJOY it!!
while I was NAGGING at her ears!!
hahhahahahahaha

then when we reached,
they were already PREPARING to set off to EAST COAST PARK
so just follow lor
then we PLAYED CAPTAIN'S BALL!!
at first
only the guys are PLAYING
and I feel so USELESS!!
So I try too!!
QUITE fun!!
I LOVE CATCHING THOSE THAT PEOPLE ANYHOW THROW!!
so I caught the ball several TIMES
not bad!!
I have a RECORD of not touching the BALL at ALL!!
hahahaahahahahaha
our group WON!!!
YAY!!
YIPEE!!

then we eat BBQ
some BEE HOON and HOTDOGS
Black FISHBALLS lol
GINGER BREAD yumyum,
CHICKEN WINGS delicious
and MORE... ...

so I ate 4 chicken!!
very nice!!
ONE HOTDOG!!
and a plate of BEE HOON!!!
YUM YUM!!

and we had to THINK how Don Bean
- DIED
- WHO KILL HIM
- WHAT IS THE WEAPON?
- HOW HE DIED?

And we got SECOND!!

Cause ours was not as DETAILED!!
but nevermind!!
at least not LAST!!
some of them say they ALWAYS LAST
and NEVER WIN BEFORE!!
so sad!!
but we did this TIME!!
hahahaha
REMEMBER THIS IS NOT ABOUT WINNING,
IT IS ABOUT ENJOYING AND LEARNING IN THE PROGESS!! (:
hahaha

then we walked back to take bus HOME
we took BUS 31
to TANAH MERAH MRT
then we walked??
I never KNEW can walk??
they sure know how to SAVE money!!
hahaha
And AMANDA was trying to teach us how to say
CERTIFICATE
she say it like CERFITICATE??
like wat?
And I believe HER lor
TRUSTED HER!!
and ... ...
ahahaha
everyone is CHEATING my FEELINGS?
Am I that gullible??
I very sad
THREE TIMES ALREADY!!!
And I always FALL for it!!
for sure!!
hahahahaahaha

then we went to packet food home
went 7 eleven
and I bought PEACH RED TEA!!
very nice
I will buy it next time!!
hahahahaah
THEY ARE SO NICE!!!
CAUSE WE STAY VERY NEAR??
SO WE ALWAYS CAN GO BACK TOGETHER!!
haahahhas
GREAT!!
Safety NOT A PROBLEM!!
yayYAYyayYAYyayYAYyayYAY!!
hahahahahahaahhaahah
then I come home
bathe
and blogging now
okay
need to sleep!
NITES!

JOLENE (:
yawns zzzz zzzzzz
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PLANNING FOR GRADUATION!!
Friday, June 20, 20082:36:00 PM
TODAY!!
I am at SHARMAINE's HOUSE!!
to plan for graduation!!!
OKAY!!
I woke up at like 10 am!!
When we were supposed to meet at TAMPINES STADIUM!!!!
I WAS SO LATE!!!
and jermaine is scolding me!!!
sigh!!
So I had to rush there
although not really rush!!
ahh!!!
My mum GAVE me delicious WANTON
with soup!!
YUMMY!!
Then I left home!!
hahahahahahahahaha
I toook bus 17 than bus 31
I was like watching 98s REWIND
the show is super dumb!
hahahaha
There look retarted!!
and the jokes were not even funny!!
haha
Then i reached SHARMS house!!
and they were planning to eat MACS delivery!!
YUM!!
I ate their FRIES!!
and a piece of MCSPICY!!
and it is really very the spicy!!
MY MOUTH WAS REALLY BURNING!!
like dragon with fire on my MOUTH!!
hahahahaha
and now
eZZAH, JASMINE koh and JANICE have left
And I am so bored!!
SO I am here to blog about how bored I am!!
to tell everyone my BOREDOM!!
and RETARTED-NESS
I cannot wait for tomorrow's OMG!!
the last session!!
It was so fun!!
I totally enjoyed it!!
hahaha
BUT THE DIRTY GAMES WAS SO FUN!!
But dirty
I can still remember how SMELLY I look!!!
TOTALLY DISGUSTING!!
hahaha
But that is a very good experience!!
hahah the DIRTIEST GAME is my life's history!!
and my brain's memory!!
Itwas so hard to FORGET!!
But tomorrow games will not be very dirty!1
maybe just some SWEATING!!
sigh!!
NO FUN!!
(:
haha I am like super busy to morrow
got WALKATHON then OMG then CAMPFIRE
and I am trying to figure out how to get from one place to another!!
hahah
YESTERDAY
I went tp play TENNIS at the same place
TAMPINES SAFRA
everytime I go there
MEMORIES will come back!!
It keeps on HUNTING ME
I can still imagine when he is there!!
LAYING his laughter and the way he hits!!
I felt like dying there
I have totally no mood to continue playing!!
Trying to forget him is hard!!
VERY HARD!!
But I will try!!
I am still remember how he looks like!!
I think!!
hahahaha
okay
Got to CONCENTRATED at being BORED!!
BYEs
JOLENE (:
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THE Last DAY of NE course!
Wednesday, June 18, 20086:49:00 PM
Today is my last day of the NE THING!!!
LIKE finally!!
I think today is the scariest!!
I did not know they will have a exam at the end!!!!
It is a guiding exam
and we have to guide our own friends!
SO LAME!!
Like we already went through it already wat!!!
SO DUMB!!
hahahaha
But it is COOL la!!!
I will get some WEIRD badge!!
SO EVERYTHING IS WORTH IT!!!
hahahahahah
and will have more PROJECTS I THINK!!
DUNNO!!
hahahahhaaha
okay
going to eat my DINNER!!
(:
JOLENE (:
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The NE thing SECOND DAY!
Tuesday, June 17, 20086:18:00 PM
Today is my SECOND DAY of my NE course!
hahaha
I was as BORED as the first day
hahahahaha!!
I felt like sleeping la!!!
I was like dozing off lor!!

The first part was on PUBLIC SPEAKING
which is wat I HATE!!!
hahahah
I still have to write a ESSAY on dunno wat!!
hahaha
So I wrote rubbush!!

hahahahhaahahhaha
Then in the afternoon,
We were doing LEADERSHIP and TEAMWORK
hhahahaha
we had to BUILD a tent with newspaper and masking tape!!
Ours was DISGUSTING!!!
But at least it stand!!!
hahahaha

DURING BREAK
got one little girl very cute!!
She is a American Born Chinese
and she took pictures with us
I will show u when I get them!!!
hahaha
I stand beside her
VERY CHEERFUL and SHY girl!!
(:

hahahahhahhaahahahahahahahahahahaha
I hope next time my children will be like that too!!!
hahaha
I already plan to have 3 children regardless of gender!!!
HOW CUTE!!!
aww..

hahah
JOLENE (:
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NE Course!
Monday, June 16, 200810:28:00 PM
Today was my NE course!!!
We had to come to school at 7.30am
so EARLY
then we go there for the COURSE!!
It is like very the BORING!!
We are like in POLY!!
Then have a lot of lectures!!
hahaha
BUT we got a lot of BREAKS!!
So we kept on eating and eating non stop
WASTE A lot OF MY MONEY CAN!!
I ate a lot of SNACKS!

I am BROKE!!!
I NEED MONEY!!!!
AHH!!!

I hope I will be able to AFFORD to go ESCAPE with JOY!!
hahahaha
The ticket will the EX!!
NOW I wish I have a BOYFRIEND to pay for me
OR the most
LEND me money!
hahaha

JOLENE (:

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OMG 2nd week
Sunday, June 15, 20082:18:00 PM
HAHA!!
Yesterday was the 2nd week of OMG!
hahahahaahhahaha
It was SUPER FUN
But it was like very DIRTY!!
THE first game was to get as much dirty things as possible
and put them in bags!!
And then we like will have a war then a group will be in the middle
and the two other group will throw stuff at them
i was super DIRTY!!
And I totally smell very BAD!
LikE rotten food lor
like butter, rotten papaya, rotten mayonnaise
toothpaste and prawn paste!!
IT was DISGUSTING!
I was so smelly!!
hahaha

Then we had a game where we have to pull a rope like my rope ladder kind!!
our group all fell down!!
hahaha!!
I got rope burn!!
at my arm!!
very pain!!!
but we won!!
ahahaha
I think!!
our group got very little people la!

Then the last game was to transfer water from a pail
to a 1.5 litre water bottle using any part of your body!!
hahha
And the distance very far
so by the time we reached where the water bottle is

there is already no more water!!
hahahahaha
so SINCE I am a very PROUD GIRL GUIDE!
I followed one guy and drank the water!!
SEA WATER
and the worst was when I KNEW someone spit inside that pail of water!!
I was like so DISGUSTED!!
AND I think everyone was pretty SHOCKED!!
THAT A GIRL WILL DO THAT
see not all girls are that USELESS!!
ONLY STAND BEHIND THE GUYS
and cheer!!
NO WAY man!
U can just call me ABNORMAL!
hahahahahah
so that is my OMG second WEEK!

JOLENE (:

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CONTINUED ON CAMP!!
1:05:00 PM
HAHA!!
I am back again from my OMG!!
FUN!!

OKay I continue talking about my PIONEERING camp!!
I was talking about the ROPE LADDER!!
Then we did EMERGENCY SHELTER!
It was to use PONCHO to make like a TENT!!
My one keeps on sagging!
like a lot some more!!
ahahaha

then we did till it was time for dinner!!
I ate Hokkien MEE with CHILLI!!
hahahahahaha

Then we bathe
oh
I when we finish dinner!!
we were outside the staff room
watching The SHOWDOWN
hahaha
when the guiders were in the lounge
It was very DUMB
like poor people with no TV
then must see other people's one!!

then we slept and end of day!!
the next morning
I woke up at around 6.30am

then we went to BREAKFAST!!
AND pick punks and kidlings!!
hahah

then we had to practise our ROPE LADDER, FIRELIGHTING
and EMERGENCY SHELTER
cause we have a TEST at the AFTERNOON!!
PANIC panic!!

so we PRACTISE
then the test came!!
AHH!!
my firlighting improved by 7mins
from 31mins to 22mins
yay
BUT I am still far from the passing mark
which is 15mins
NEVERMIND
TRY HARDER!!

ROPELADDER
I did in 10mins plusplus
so passing mark 10mins
still must try HARDER!

I did not count for emergency shelter
or maybe I forgot
NO SURE!!
haha

then we had to clean up
we were like so UNITED
everyone did their part!!
AND FINISH the WHOLE cleaning up!!
Guides ROCKS!!
especially those camping with ME!!
and my EX-seniors
I thought they will be very FIERCE!
But they are ACTUALLY so nice!!
hhahahaah!!

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!


I was TAGGED by MY SISTER!! Hahahaha

So This is the QUIZ;

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I wil be so sad!! And maybe very disappointed with the person!!

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

I want everyone to have a DREAM too!! (:

3. What will your dream wedding be like?

I want my ROM to be on a HOT AIR balloon! My wedding to be floating on WATER!

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

OF COURSE! Actually pretty curious!!

5. What's your ideal lover like?

He must be NICE, KIND, FRIENDLY, DARE TO SHINE, PROTECTIVE awws,

I will say more, when I actually found my ideal GUY!! (:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

BEING LOVED by someone!! Especially if u also loved that someone!!

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

FOREVER!! I am so dedicated!! haha My record was FOUR YEARS!! BEAT it!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

WAIT lor!! Just be nice to him, and show that u are concern..

Like wat else can u do??

9. Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?

YAYA!! But I have learnt to GET OVER IT! AND be HAPPY the next day
Just dun think of it!

10. Is being tagged fun?

FUN is not the WORD to describe it. The WORD is UNLUCKY!! hahaha Just Joking

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

Dunno! Have not THOUGHT so FAR yet!!

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family and friends

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

I dun DARE to say anything haha!! LAME maybe!! NEXT QUESTION!!

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

If that person is someone I loved!! Married but poor.

LOVE is more important!

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

Turn in my BED!! AND STONE... ...


16. Would you give it all in a relationship?

YES TOTALLY!! IF I REALLY LIKE THAT PERSON LA!!

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

The one that I will want to see almost EVERYDAY!!
The one that can prove that he love me more!!

18. What type of friends do you like?

Anyone!!! I dun want to use the word like?? they must be FRIENDLY also!!


19. What type of friends do you dislike?

those who find themselves very COOL! when they are not!! BACKSTABBERs!!

The 8 person that I have tagged to do this quiz:

Jasmine Koh, Janice, Rachel THONG, SAMANTHA, and more!

those who read my blog!!

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BYE Pioneering
Friday, June 13, 200811:29:00 PM
Hellos!
I am back from my PIONEER CAMP
AHH
I am so DEAD tired!!
My body is aching every muscles I move!!
I feel very HEAT HOT
I think I have SUN BURNT on my NOSE!!
AHH!!
Like only there and maybe somewhere hidden dunno where??!!
I hope i will not PEEL!!
If not I will look like ORANGE PEEL!?
NO!!
PLease dun!

KAY
First DAY
We started on FIRELIGHTING
especially at CHANGKO-ing
It was VERY TIRING!
And it was like not only one TIME
It was like THOUSANDS of time
Then we tried one FIRLIGHTING ROUND
that wasted ALOT of my PUNKS and KIDLINGS!!
So I knew I will not have enough!!
hahaha
OH
my firelighting is like 31mins
when the passing mark is 15 MINS!!
Like almost HALF!!
It was very DISAPPOINTING!!
But It was the first try
how can u do well on the first round???
ya

Then after that we have ROPE LADDER
It was like making a ladder that is FIRM enough
to transport from the level TWO
Guides room to the back of the canteen
Then still have to climb down or up!!
It is SUPER FUN but SCARING!!
hahaha

oh my
It is already 2am
I will continue BLOGGING about my camp tomorrow!!
BYE
NITES!
Finally Can SLEEP on my BED!!!!
hahaha
zzz zzz
(:
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