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JOLENE TAN (:
14 September

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Harborlight Church & LIVEWIRE

Nanyang Polytechnic
Molecular Biotechnology

NYP-ADC Adventure Club (:

The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him. - Psalm 28:7

The joy of the Lord is my strength.

Never let the fear of STRIKING OUT, keep you from playing the game.


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Looking at my past, makes me stronger for the future.
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COLOUR PARTY ROCKS
Friday, May 30, 200811:05:00 PM
Today!
I have a dental appointment
I just could not wake up at 8.20
so i went at 12.30
then the nurse there called me to come back at 1.30pm
So I ahd no choice but u go at 1.30
so pathetic
Then I went at 1.30
But I did not wear my guides uniform
Thinking that I will be able to change
But in the end
I was like late cause the dentist took very long!!
then i still have to rush back to change
Luckily I prepared everything
haha
Then for today's meeting
we were supposed to do enrolment
hahah
I was doing the COLOUR PARTY!!
It was super fun!!
And I know our MARCHING rocks!!!
hahaha
So we did one rehearsal
then we did the real one
It was so cool
But we waited very long
as SIX patrols; SEC ONES get enrol
one by one
haha
Then after that
We gave the cards that we did to all the sec ones!!
They must feel very touched
CAUES IF IT IS ME!!
I will!!
hahaha
Then after that we had to meet our guider
She needed to pass u the consent forms for the PIONEERING CAMP
And the MONTHLY training!!
AHHH!!
Stressed!!
sobs!
I am actually doing PGA
when I know that I will not go!!
hahaha
How Stupid!!
But wat can I do
SNCE I MISS MY DEAREST MARCHING
hahaha
Then I came back home
Then went out again
to change money to MALAYSIAN money
Cause I am going OVERSEAS!!!
TO MALAYSIA
so pathetic!!
haha
Then I came back home
And went online
And played this game
CAUSE
HELL KITCHEN!!
It is like SUPER fun!!!!!!!!!
AHH!!
But very stressful
U have to cook, serve and everything
In a limited time
went crazy just now
Okay
MUST GO DO MY exercise
I have not done my home work fot tomorrow!!
I have to wake up early!!!
I am waking up at 9am
tomorrow!!
I also going out to buy stuff for my BBQ on SUNDAY!!
AND
I am going to JOY'S church on sunday!!!
hahaha
YAY!!
Okay
NEED TO SLEEP!!
hahaha
Bye
Nites!!
(:
JOLENE(:
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Amaths tutorial
Thursday, May 29, 20084:34:00 PM
Today
I went for Amath tutorials
It was so disgusting.
I find it so hard to understand
I was dying.
And i could hardly see anything.
the Visualiser is super blur!!
And my annoying specs kept on dropping down my ears!!
But I roughly get it!!
I think
I also have homework!!
And the next tutorial
I have some leadership course
haha
so I guess I will miss pretty much
ALOT
Oh YA
I am like looking for wat phone to buy
I want to buy something very nice
haha
and must be wat I want
ahahah
greedy me
must be affordable la
hahaha
I want a nice phone this time
Not like last time
Not the phone I wanted!!
haha
Later I have tennis!!
Must play it well!!!
I keep on hitting disgustingly
hahaha
But must try harder
It looks like it is going to rain!!
Oh NO!!!
The sky is very very dark at only 5.30pm!!
tomorrow got guides!!!
And My DENTAL APPOINTMENT!!
at like 8.20
so EARLY!!
I want to sleep more also cannot!!
hahaha
Then my guides meeting is at 2pm
Means must come back then go again
so TROUBLESOME!!!!
hahha
okay
I need to go
BYE
Jolene (:
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I am so confused!!
Wednesday, May 28, 20087:08:00 PM
Okay
Yesterday, I could not blog
cause my dad had to use the computer!
Kay
Yesterday, was my course.
HEALTHY LIFESTYLE course
It was so short only!!
From 11 to 1pm
haha
then I went out with JANICE, JASMINE TOH and JASMINE KOH
We went to VIVO CITY
that is like my third time going there
Since we ar all so broke
we had to eat something very very CHEAP
haha
SO we went to LONG JOHN SILVER
to makan
I always eat COMBO 1
always
cause too poor
I also ordered the $1 clam soup thing
very yummy and CHEAP!!
hahaha
Then we went to walk walk!
took a lot of stupid pictures!!!
very LAME!!
haha
I also tried RACING at E zone for the VERY FIRST time
It was so trilling
I think I was eighth
okay
For FIRST TIMERS
haha
Then AGNES
had to go
SO we left
so fun!!
Then in the MRT
JAS TOH, JAS KOH and JANICE
all of them just sit in the middle of the MRT train
It was so embarrassing
Lucky I did not sit man
hahahahah
But they will definitely very funny
haha
THEN
today
I went Parkway again
I keep on going there la?
DUN KNOW WHY
This time
I took only 28 minutes
last time i took 38 minutes
haha
IT was raining so heavily
I was so wet
then we went to YANNING's house to plan
we were at the mahjong room
so fun
They were painting NAIL POLISH
AND it stink the whole room
haha
smelly smelly
haha
so we have done the SEC ONE's welcome cards
I decided who to write to who for the SEC FOURS FAREWELL
I am writing a speech on SARAH!!
MY DEAREST PL!!!
haha
I will so make her CRY!!
haha
That is wat I am going to do!!
I am so mean!!!
OKAY
I need to eat my DINNER!!
so
BYE
JOLENE (:
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The CYCLING TRIP!
Monday, May 26, 200810:00:00 PM
Today,
I was supposed to pick PUNKS and KIDLINGS
with all the pioneering peers!!!
So we went to EAST COAST PARK
to pick while cycling
I kept on complaining that my paper bag was very irritating
haha
It always obstruct me from cycling properly
haha
But in the end,
I got used to it!!
haha

SO we went there to pick more of coconut husks
cause it is harder to find
we got i think two boxes of coconut husks
that is alot actually
haha

so we cycled here and there?!
everywhere!?
okay?!
and stop when we see like our heavenly PUNKS and KIDLINGS
Then after we return our bikes

We went to play sand!!
Like kids?
We were playing side by side with the young children
haha
how childish!!
okay
WE ARE LIKE STILL CHILD LIKE
haha


Then we went to 7 eleven
To find the bottle to put messages inside
But there is like only glass bottles for those beers and stuff
haha

Then I dumbly
drop some of my green apple slupee on my leg la
Oh my
It was all over la

Then we walked over the underground short cut.
Then jasmine went off
Leave Me, Sharms and Jerms
so we went to walk walk
Then I went to visit ALMANDA at MAC doing project!
MY 10 dollars!!
haha

then I bought a notebook from BORDERS
very nice
It has animals at the cover!!
I love it!!

Then we all went home
while walking to 14 bus-stop home
I went to ROXY SQUARE la
the DOWNSTAIRS
haha
Then i waited for that will take ages 14 bus to come!
hahs
ANd I counted that I took 38 minutes on the bus
haha
Since I will be going back there next time more OFTEN
hahahahahahahahahahaha

Then after came home
eat dinner
admire my NEW notebook
I still had to IRON the clothes
so hot!!
ahh!!
hahaha
I am having like RUNNING NOSE la
my nose having marathon!!
haha

Oh
I have HEALTHY LIFESTYLE course tomorrow
Meeting everyone
at 9am MAC BEDOK INTERCHANGE
haha
Must wear POLO TEE and GUIDES SKIRT
and bring my BELT
I hope I dun need to wear that!
Very ugly!!
haha

OKay
Got to go
Bye,
(STill admiring my NEW notebook
haha)
Jolene
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RESULTS DAY
Friday, May 23, 200810:46:00 AM
hellos!!
I have quite my blogskin!!
It is sunflowers!!
Love it
oh that reminds me!
This wat I have painted on my table
The first picture was wat I wanted
This is wat I have drawn!!
I find it SUPER nice!!
The picture is at the bottom
Got some spacing error
OKay
Today I am going to tell myself that I will not like him!!!
And I want to join the church!!
to make more friends
and learn to socialise
not because of him!!
STUDIES comes first!!
I was always wanting a group of close friends besides my schoolmates
especially going over seas!!!
so fun!!
hahaha
so I dun like anyone rite now!!
enjoying myself without a crush!!!!!!
yay!!
Although it is a bit confusing
but who cares
not like i will jump down a building or wat
I am going to be myself. be normal
and dun care wat others think of me
be happy always
ang just have fun!!
oh ya
I need to pick 16 shoe boxes of punk and kidlings
I very lazy go collect
I am going to wait until the sun is super dry
then the kidlings will be super dry
Now I need to find stupid shoe boxes!!
like where can I get 16!!??
got tuition tomorrow dun feel like going
oh today
I am going to collect my report book
I hope I pass all???
pray pray
especially ENGLISH
I really tried my very best
and there is like nothing I can do already
just wait patiently
I also to bring some sweet potatoes and a bag to my GRANDMA'S house
my mum say must call first
in case they not at home!
I am like so bored at home
and very lazy to do work????
sigh... ...
I am like waiting for people to come online so I can talk to them!!
yay!!
bye!!
the pictures are here


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Must be Social!
Wednesday, May 21, 20086:49:00 PM
Hellos!!!

I am back!!

I think I have not blog for very long!!



I want to talk about my holy week last week!

On last SUNDAY!!

I went to Sam's church!!

Holy Trinity

As they was a very CROWDED fun fair

My purpose there was to eat chocolate and find people!!

mystery people

haha

We were so bored walking round and round the funfair in CIRCLES

so..

We went in the church and just sit at the staircase

like aunties

haha

very ugly and unglam!!

but who cares? who see rite?

So we took pictures there too

haha



For your information

I am in PINK. Beside RAChel!!

hahha

Then after that!

I had to rush to meet my ex-seniors

We were dicussing about our pioneering and PGA!

I was so stressed up

16 boxes of punks and kidlings??????

Firelighting by 15 minutes??????

I dunno wat rope ladder thing?????

And I hate WRITTEN TESTS!!!

And there will be definitely a lot of them!!

sigh... ...

And I was lucky or should I call fated to see my sister going to the same STARBUCKS as me la?

so lucky rite

SO after my meeting

I waited for her to eat dinner together!!

haha

Never went out with her a very long time

hahaha

Then it was VESAK DAY!!!

oh my gush!!!

I was invited to join joy's church post exam party at NSRCC Safra resort

I was pretty reluctant

cause no one is going

but i wanted to go as I wanted to try finding my tennis guy

if there is any hope???

then when I reach most of the people were very very friendly

they will like self intro themselves

like the MOST FRIENDLY church can??

the people are not nerdy and emo

haha

I am so mean

SO I actually enjoyed myself

Never felt so relaxed before after exams

all the stress

all the stupid pimples!

haha

And all the regrets after my thursday guy stop playing at that court

I was so sad and I realised that a crush cannot last forever

Even if u like the person? The person may not still be there

he may have to leave for other reasons

that was wat happened for my last TWO crushes

they did not fade, they just leave and disappeared my heart just like that

it is so hard to describe

So I was just playing having fun

I felt so open even to the guys which I usually will be SUPER quiet

but that day I was like talking to them la

I think I have changed

haha

It was much later hat I found one of the guys very cute lor

And I cannot believe I have even talked to him just now???

oh my gosh!

So If this a crush again,

I told myself to enjoy myself until he leaves

but if he is not a crush,

then wat can I say man??

hahahahahahaha

maybe it TRUE LOVE

I still dunno.

haha

this guy is like he first one I can even dare to talk to him freely

haha, But I dunno whether I can still do that next time

haha

But now I am very very happy!!!

hahahahaha

and I feel so free!!!

haha

okay

got to go

bye!!

JOLENE (:

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Bye Exams!!!!
Saturday, May 10, 20081:54:00 AM
Haha
Exams are Over!!
Today was my last paper!!
Physics and Chemistry MCQ
haha

I was like practically counting down the minutes and seconds before exams are over!!
Then me, Sam and Rac went to Sam house to play
haha
like weird

we went to watch two movies at her house
Just my law
I think it is a movie that can keep making you laugh like for forever
haha

and the other is disturbia
That one very scaring
I was like hiding from the television for like half the time
I dunno why
I am just scared of this kind of show
I am scared when someone chases after u!!
ahh!!

so i really prefer died body all over man!!
haha
at the last part
the guy landed in a pool of corpses, rotting, brown smelling, disgusting
and there are a lot lor
I think i will just die with all the others
if it was me in the movie
haha

then i came home and i watched THREE shows in the row
haha
but the commercial breaks
I got wash all the dishes, my school shoes and my laundy
haha
so efficient
the perfect maid!!
haha
the last show Survivor
is so funny
the ice-ceam scooper guy should not have believed all the women
so dumb
he got tricked
and everyone was like laughing at him
so sad

okay I am like close my eyes soon
haha
bye!!
NITES!!!
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Exams are ending!!!
Monday, May 5, 20085:46:00 PM
Exams are finally ending!!!!
okay
I have left chemistry, physics, MCQ of phy and chem.
I very scared of my Amath!!
My maths is getting bad to worst
okay
not very bad
but still!!
I very scared i will fail!!
My sister say almost everyone will fail!!!
cause it is our first amath exam
but i must make sure i am the one who pass lor!!!
MUST!!

haha
quite hard la
Amath is so so hard!!!1
Yay!!
After that EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
yay!!!
this is like the most stressful exam ever!!!!
super hard la!!!!

I am already thinking what I am going to do after the exams.

oh today's emath is pretty hard!!
I keep on thinking for the first few questions that i had not much time for the other question.
but at least i finished it.

Then suddenly the whole classroom black out lor
no electricity at all
haha
and we are still having the EXAM
okay
haha
but super hot

so we are like burning in the classroom
luckily the exam was ending
like left 15 minutes
haha

the biology paper is easier then i thought
it is all inferring questions
which i thought will be memory questions
ya
and the essay is not those long long one
haha
Just hope that al bio papers are like that!!!
okay
I need to bathe!!
bye!!
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