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Marching or PGA
Saturday, April 5, 20081:33:00 PM
I think I have not been blogging.
haha I am so stressed thinking that I have missed my precious chance to do NDP MARCHING I am so disappointed I cannot go due to PGA training. It just clashing luckily I dun know why it is so early It is much later last time. Around next year then start maybe cause we suck haha But it is very early! maybe after august meh After the NDP also not very late to start? why must it be now?? I like wanted to go for the NDP marching for like two years la It was like my goal And it was just destroyed yesterday at first my guider say she never put our names, those who were going for PGA in form to pass to HQ for the marching then on the Marching Audition my fellow sister guide told me my name was called!! I was like?? Wat I should have gone I really won't mind going for both NDP and PGA I really wanted marching so badly I woke up at 8 today, then I was like I am at home on my bed And they are going for the marching audition!!!!!! SO UNFAIR!!! I just crushed my dream can how stupid is that?? I just keep on telling myself that maybe my height cannot or something but things always turn out bad actually 157 cam also can get accepted for height I was like............ okay I hardly can find any reason for comforting myself.. PGA is not a really good reason I dun know why I find that some things should be different I can go for both!!!! how disappointing and I did not get to see him for like two weeks!!!!!!!! cannot book evert thursday?? always closed?? oh yesterday was 2.4 km I did not stop!!! I never even walk!!! I AM SO HAPPY I was thinking of my family, friends and hamsters. and more people i should not name i think my timing is 15 something. should be close to 16 haha Okay now I must look at the bright side since I cannot go marching I must thrive for PGA so that i will not regret again I must enjoy PGA... haha quite hard la but I will try!!! okay need to go for tuition soon. bye. I LOVE MY SENIORS |
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