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I think he block me la!
Wednesday, July 25, 200710:43:00 PM
i think he block me la!!!!
I really hate my self right now? i really want to tell the truth but i just dun dare! i think he hates me maybe he thinks i am so irritating annoying stupid dumb weird person trying to talk to him i am so tired already although i like to look at him from FAR FAR AWAY but i cannot even see him face to face just in those stupid pictures i already try talking to him he just dun want to reply i was like going crazy la i was so sad that i wanted to forget him but i cannot!! i just cannot i hate him once i cannot hate him again rite?? i am very tired already really feel terrible i really know why i will like him la after 2 whole years wow? i think it is only me la then wat is the difference?????? on friday, i am in charge of the meeting very stressed la i want a shoulder to cry on i want a hand to hold on i want a face to think of i want those eyes to stare at i want the heart used to breathe i want him.... i wonder when i can see him face to face looking into his eyes ( not in photos, u always smile to the camera rite?) i think it also drawing further. and there i is nothing i can do. got to sleep already nites jolene :( |
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