JOLENE TAN (:
14 September
Christian
Harborlight Church & LIVEWIRE
Nanyang Polytechnic
Molecular Biotechnology
NYP-ADC Adventure Club (:
The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped;Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,And with my song I will praise Him.
- Psalm 28:7
The joy of the Lord is my strength.
Never let the fear of STRIKING OUT, keep you from playing the game.
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my blackout night!!!
Tuesday, July 31, 20074:48:00 PM
Okay,this is weird
why will anyone just start scolding people the F****er very scaring la okay, last night my house got black out la!!!! and i was supposed to revise for today's maths test instead i was like playig haha with the torch!!!  I was trying to be scaring!! I think it works cause my head and body looks detached
Last night, I did not sleep well la!! i nearly died!!! i was so tired!! but now i am okay already i think i need a nap! zzz zzz zzz i am going to cut my hair!! i also need to change my ham ham bedding ya see ya Jolene :) |
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wat is with this dream???????
Sunday, July 29, 20073:33:00 PM
yo yo!!
i had a very weird dream yesterday la it is very funny la!! it is about my family going for holiday at some weird place la then i also dreamt that he was there too damn cute i think he likes to take picture of things la in my dream he was taking someone fishing super super cute!!! i even talk to him la!!!!! i was so hoping that it actually happen in real life. it will so nice la!!!! then i dunno why me and my sister went to the toilet then saw my senior????? like wat??? then out of the blue, we broke our slippers then we decided to sew it back very funny rite i really feel it is a weird dream very i was so brave in the dream la wonder if i can be that brave. okay have to finish my knowing myself folio by tomorrow oh ya tomorrow got COH!!!! must wake up early again so tiring okay must start doing my floio bye bye Jolene :) |
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My planning sucks!!
Friday, July 27, 20078:34:00 PM
Happy Birthday!! SARAH!!!!! sorry never buy u anything haha so sorry i was supposed to plan guides meeting it did not went well at all!!!!!! i was too scared!! i was too blur!! and my testwork is too short!! they could finish by 40 minutes i plan it for 1 hour 45 minutes so half the time they were stoning and playing la!! but wat i can do i am a sec two doing this alone is too much for me!! so i have to ask my teacher in charge whether they can start marching already it was very early then everyone like dun like to march la very tiring la very very we are going to march with the SJAB i tell you la their marching is very very good la and our? ehhh..... not nice at all it is the most pathetic marching ever it is not in order la very messy and disgusting we only practise when the national day is nearing so wat can we do such a short time la? the next meeting i am planning is on camp skills i think it is much easier la i dun need to remember time and everything haha not so stressful la not so tiring also i am so happy that this is finally finish la i hate it la must do so much things!! oh ya!! today is my PL's birthday!! |
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I think he block me la!
Wednesday, July 25, 200710:43:00 PM
i think he block me la!!!!
I really hate my self right now? i really want to tell the truth but i just dun dare! i think he hates me maybe he thinks i am so irritating annoying stupid dumb weird person trying to talk to him i am so tired already although i like to look at him from FAR FAR AWAY but i cannot even see him face to face just in those stupid pictures i already try talking to him he just dun want to reply i was like going crazy la i was so sad that i wanted to forget him but i cannot!! i just cannot i hate him once i cannot hate him again rite?? i am very tired already really feel terrible i really know why i will like him la after 2 whole years wow? i think it is only me la then wat is the difference?????? on friday, i am in charge of the meeting very stressed la i want a shoulder to cry on i want a hand to hold on i want a face to think of i want those eyes to stare at i want the heart used to breathe i want him.... i wonder when i can see him face to face looking into his eyes ( not in photos, u always smile to the camera rite?) i think it also drawing further. and there i is nothing i can do. got to sleep already nites jolene :( |
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my boring school day
Tuesday, July 24, 20076:13:00 PM
today, i am so early to school la
i was like super early!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday was like last day my aunt and my grandma is staying at my house!! is it sad? maybe i miss them though not playing with my hamster and making so much noise. hahhs it is fun to have them around ya! yesterday, i got my maths standard test result !! i thought i was going to fail la i did badly in the end, i got lst in class la!! 21/22!!! isn't it la wow???? i am so happy la!!!!!! tomorrow have standard test la history la i dun like to study history at all!!!! i dun even want to study it is so boring la reading the page is already boring!!!! okay. got to go already!!! bye Jolene (: |
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Sunday, July 22, 20073:16:00 PM
yesterday i had my competition remember our school won first prize for poetry!!!!!!!!!! yay!! okay and it was won by sec ones!!! hahaha cause i am saving money so have to some how walk back lucky have my friend to walk with me my parents went to visit heir friend in the hospital then i came back so i had to wait for them to fetch me we went IKEA my favourie past time and i love the hotdog bread!!! then when i am in the car my parents found out that i lose my wallet and they dun believe why i never lost my keys but it was true i lost my wallet and keys then they found out lor the weird thing is that they never scold me at all! i was quite shocked they even bought me a bag and say that when ever i go out must carry this bag and they even treat me go eat sakae sushi la  my cute plates Somehow i felt very bad i did something wrong and they still did all this la may be it is forgetness i know that the meaning means more than it seems got to go JOLENE (: |
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my date with my parents
2:39:00 PM
On friday got guides
last minute, the teacher in charge suddenly say she will be choosing those who are going to march for this year national day carnival I was quite scare cause when i am nervous then i will forget eveything especially when the command very hard to remember so it was very scaring but in the end i went in yayayayaya i was quite happy haha okay   while waiting for my dad, we took pictures!so after that i was going out with my parents my dad took leave to bring my sister and me out we went to eat at a resturant at very weird name it was nice I ate with my sister sone pasta with cheese inside the pasta it was delicious! the serving was quit big so we shared a pizza it was so flat like pancake la it is very very nice but the ham is very salty after that i went to eat ice cream!!!  The toilet was very nice. THE MIRROR!!i was enjoying myself eating ice cream which at first took so long la the service very very slow! haha got to go jolene(: |
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It is been long time!
Thursday, July 19, 200710:37:00 PM
I know i have not blog since last week.
Tomorrow is guides again and I have guides competition on saturday. I am supposed to make a poster about fantasies! Like how right??? I am so tired to go la I dun know why I like keep on having headache and my gastric are coming back already it is so painful la i was like so weak and felt like fainting la I like cannot walk properly la still must cook my food which is instant noodles how sad! I think i never eat enough but most of the time i eat alot leh? gastric pains due to eating too much??? weird? next week guides meeting i am going to plan so i like very rush still must plan test work amd my PL is not here i really need her help la i am going crazy!!! and i have so many tests and maths test coming again i like thught it just past? I feel very tired eveyday la i dun have time to sleep early and i have to sleep in a sleeping bag la my aunt and grandma sleeping in my room so i have to sleep in my parents' room with my sister i am so tired and stressed and sick! but there is one thing that i always think that it makes me happy I had a dream about ****** **** it was such a nice dream how i wish it is real la I can like smile to myself la hahahaha dozing off already Nites Jolene :0 |
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I dont love u
Friday, July 13, 20078:12:00 PM
I have guides meeting tomorrow
it was so tiring la i really died now my leg and thighs are aching la we were actually practising for our school National Day Carnival it was so crazy i am so tired la especially when hae to march on the spot that time it is the worst!! the part when u marching as in really marching was not so tiring i really dun know why i like marching when i was in sec one la maybe cause it was my first time la then it is actually very hard to be able to march when u are in sec one cause new meh so i tried like shit to march in the carnival and finally i did i seem to love it very much now..... if u cannot march means it is embarassing my patrol will just look down at me rite but i am always so tired at the end of the day la who will have energy to march so well! when i came home i like set on the sofa i lik almost sleep la so tiring la i must bathe first la so dirty if never bathe la dirty girl i like sweat so much la.. okay tired of continuing nites Jolene :'( |
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Wednesday, July 11, 20072:46:00 PM
sorry very long never blog already
hahaha u know today Today is relax day!! we first are supposed to have english la then dunno why we change to maths!!!! so we like just stone at the teacher la! just stare at him then say "ya, ya" then can already My tip of the day to stone in class hahaha okay that is very stupid tomorrow i have to pass up the punishment assignment the 24 O level questions la must explain also la how how i never even started doing la But i really cannot find la anything la!!!! how la!!! HOW?? do u think the teacher will scold if i do another 24 poems but not the same one????? that teacher very fierce la but it is not my fault la i pass up la but i already into her letterbox la i very angry la he say cannot la it is can one la!!! it is can put into the letterbox lor!!! okay i am tired of nagging la got to go!!! bye jolene :) |
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Sunday, July 8, 20077:54:00 PM
Yesterday was a very good day
Nothing I can say I was just watching Hana Kimi again haha then my mom suddenly fell sick la got a little fever so i was like her 'nurse' haha cool!! then At first my mom wanted to go with my dad to buy stuff But since she is sick she cannot go so she ask me to go instead I was also not very well having some stupid stuck nose cannot breath and i liitle headache to buy food for her for her dinner so i went la then i just decided to buy cat food i think about a dollar then give to the stray cats so i bought la it was like my dream can i always tell myself on my birthday that i have to do that but in the end always never!! haha so always like one of the cats that is black and white but on that day cannot find then i saw another one that is light brown it look so pathetic so i was like never mind la give this one lor i open the can and gave it it was like so happy la it walked there and ate it so happily than the black and white suddenly appeared too, i ate with the other cat la how cute!!!! it really feel so nice to do that la it will really make yourself so happy la can try i think it will feel the same haha the i went Tampines Mall got 50% sale at Metro Closing sale quite sad i love shopping there la then the shop closing already!! so sad..... I had a lot of things to do but i totally forgot it la so when i went home my mum was very angry cause i never do anything la never buy the things that she needs also Got scolded like shit but it is very funny i was shopping with my sister but i never even buy anything la instead my sister buy something la so unfair!!! Okay, going to be time for me to sleep!! Good Nite! Jolene (: |
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I had such a scare!!
Thursday, July 5, 20073:51:00 PM
Today is very scaring la
we had Lit skit to act and my group never prepare properly la so we very scare get pick la then in the end never get pick but i got a big scare la really very scaring la oh ya tomorrow got guides meeting Tomorrow must wear green colour t shirt la then i dun really have my all small size then will look very ugly la with my skirt la I have not think of wat to wear tomorrow got guides wish me good lucks i really start to hate to go for CCA it is getting too stressful la how i wish i am just a PS won't that be nice rite??? i really wish that can happen haha okay got to do my work already Bye Jolene (: |
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My relaxing day
Wednesday, July 4, 20079:23:00 PM
Today is a very relaxing day
I have Art in the morning At first, the teacher will be very fierce cause she is always fierce but today she is very nice and she like finally smile at the students hahaha Then i have Dance we had to join with the advanced group which is super good in dancing so we are like idiots in the lesson they dance so well and i cannot really dance la haha so the teacher gave us those very hard steps so that the advanced group will not find the lesson boring so we the beginners goup had to struggle like shit la just to manage those steps the worst thing is that they did it so fast la like super irritating la then i had maths tuition and there was a lot of new people one another boy ya and a new girl YAY!! I am so happy!! but the girl so quiet I was like so happy that I am not the only girl in the tuition!!! Yay!! OKay so now i have to do work already!! Bye!! Jolene :) |
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Today is a very bad day!!!
Tuesday, July 3, 20076:09:00 PM
Yesterday was like damn tired can
I had to do my crime prevention poster and logbook I slept like 12 plus i always sleep that late but i just dun know why i felt so tired..... so i knew that i have COH tomorrow so i set my alarm early but i dunno why my alarm did not ring i woke up at 6.35 when my meeting is like 7am so i am lucky that i stay near the school haha then when i like ran there i knew i was a few minutes late already but when i get there there was no one there so i went to find the teacher and she say today no meeting la then i was like okay i rush like crazy actually got no meeting so ahh the whole day as like very restless and tired then we had Lit i tell the lesson is terrible was like very angry with the teacher like we were supposed to pass up a lit worksheet then i did not make it to pass up with my partner so i put it into the letterbox she say that she never open letterbox so we were punished to find 24 poems at O level standard and must explain all the poems i was like she is so unfair la we really pass up wat!!! so me and my partner went to explain to her then she started scolding us i was like it is just a poem just a piece of paper can???? must make a big fuss about it i was so sad until when she finish scolding i was already in tears i was like very sad i really think it is not fair!!!!! i have one big conclusion I WILL NEVER TAKE PURE LIT FOR SEC THREE i dun think i am smart to take it too it was very sad my friends was like very shock i was hardly those people who cry that much so i like prove them wron hahhs Lit is the only subject that makes me cry During mid year also for lit i study like crazy then wehen the paper came out i fail by one mark then that teacher say we never study i like study like shit la how can she say that when we are already so sad!!! she is so evil I shall forget wat happened i stay happy :) Bye Jolene :) |
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Fall to the floor
Sunday, July 1, 200710:46:00 PM
Today I did not get to use the computer till now
Cause my dad brought to work today so only now that can use very late already la I know that Yesterday, I went out with my sister and my sister's friend to my cousin's church to watch a movie called facing the Giants It is a very nice movie la it is about american football at first, dun know about it then slowly then got to understand it is a very nice movie worth watching i give it ***** stars yay okay wat else can i say??? ehh ehh ehh i dunno today is the weekend so i am lke enjoying myself very happily hahaha i just apologise to him for like screaming at him that day haha i am so sorry man hahaha i cannot believe i can say sorry la. okay i dun really know wat to say haha okay i think i am very lame already so i am going to do other things now Bye Bye Jolene (: |
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